By Ben Disney
Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the Lord my soul to keep.
If I should die before I wake,
I pray the Lord my soul to take.
An 18th century children’s bedtime prayer
In 1902, as he lay dying at the age of 48, Cecil Rhodes could look back on a not undistinguished career. He had made a vast fortune in gold and diamonds. He had built railroads through the wilderness and become one of the century’s great rulers. He had created an empire, which is more than your average 48-year-old has on his resume. But Rhodes was not going gently into any good night. On his deathbed he was heard muttering, “So little done, so much to do.” [ John Tierney, Forbes Magazine, 2007 ]
A bucket list of must see places waiting to be discovered in locations around the world. Among the “1000 places” in the book are historic sites such as Robert Louis Stevenson’s home in Western Samoa and the trail of the Lewis and Clark Expedition in the United States, cultural ones such as the Oregon Shakespeare Festival in the United States, and La Scala in Italy, natural ones such as the Grand Canyon in the United States and the Dead Sea in Israel. [ From 1000 Places to See Before You Die by Patricia Schultz ]
It’s an interesting exercise. Put together your own bucket list. If you could map out the remainder of your life and have the resources to do anything you wish, what would you do? What sites would you see? What goals would you set? What dreams would you follow? What kind of spiritual pilgrimage would you take?

My guess is that some of us would include an exotic location or a never-been-there-before destination; others would list something less obvious and much more private and personal. Whatever is on your bucket list says volumes about what’s inside of you.
In the end, it’s not as much about the specific destination as it is about the passion. It’s not about arriving in a particular place but about awakening the Spirit inside of you. The journey is always more important than the destination. It’s not about the list. It’s about life; life with all its joys and sorrows, pain, happiness, disappointments, restlessness, hopes and prayers, peace and brokenness.
The prayer we used to pray as children was almost right. Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep. If I should die before I wake... What that last line should say is: If I should die before I live...
That’s a genuine plea; begging God not to let us miss whatever it was we were meant to know and experience in this life; that we wouldn’t die before we had the chance to fully live. It’s a reminder wrapped in genuine hope and life-giving fear that life is sacred, time is short, and every single one of us has a calling to fulfill, a mark to leave, and a God-honoring mission to complete. That’s a real prayer.
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